Why are you reading this?


Sunday, September 29, 2002
Why is it that sometimes I am not enough for some people, and at the same time some people want too much from me. I have realized you can't make people see, feel, or think things. Yet many try it on me. I seek advice but get none, but hear plenty of advice and get nowhere. Why do we want the things we cannot get? And not want things we can get? Why do we want things that hurt us? Why is there want? I think people are motivated too much by what they want that it kills things around them, including people. Often times we want people to be a certain way and we get mad when they are not. Some things were just not meant to be I guess. We all expect things to work ideally when they do not. I don't think anything is as we planned it. I don't think anything is as we think it should be either. Some things just are. What are we to do then?