Why are you reading this?


Wednesday, March 06, 2002
Dah. History always repeats itself. I keep getting myself into the same situations. Maybe God is giving me second chances to do things right. But I am always afraid of something bad happening again. I guess I am a coward. Feels like nothing is changing though. I guess I can only change myself. Feels like I'm stuck in a moment. Dunno how to get out of this. Hate this wandering in the desert stuff.