Why are you reading this?


Thursday, February 28, 2002
A movie about me being a headless chicken on fire?! Hmmm. I already feel like I'm in the movies. Things happen and I wonder who the heck wrote the script, well I guess God did. I hope there is a surprise ending. I've always wondered if Jesus would be bitter, with Him being God and coming down to fix things and then having everybody forsake/betray Him. I'd be, "Dude, you don't want to open this can of lightning bolts." Instead He died on a cross and called it love. Crazy. Then I wonder if Jesus would ever be bitter at me for the bad things I have done (and still do). Ouch. He would probably say He wasn't bitter and mean it since he died for our sins and all, but I am sure it still hurts Him. I've been a bittermelon for so long that everything starts to taste bitter, and sometimes the things I touch turn bitter...even the sweetest things. Don't be like me guys, be like Jesus! BTW, feeling like you are in the movies is a sign of mild psychosis. It's true. I'm crazy.