Why are you reading this?


Tuesday, January 22, 2002
OKay screw that Europe thought. But I should write it somewhere. Anywho. So what is the deal with people not wanting to do stuff? Reasons people. Reasons. Not excuses. Yeah well I guess you don't HAVE to do anything...then again you can sit on your donkey and think about how much you don't really have to do. Good things never came out of people doing things that they absolutely had to do. They chose to do the things that made a difference.I guess I have that problem too...hence my procrastination and addictive need to escape. I guess I am just sleepy. When I am tired, I am grumpy rather than bashful. I think sleep deprivation works better than booze for lowering my inhibitions. But I digress. I guess people have different priorities, different things that are important to them. Everybody needs to be comfortable with themselves for some reason, to believe that what they believe is right...sometimes to make themselves feel better, to feel like they are aware and in control of the situation. But things aren't really better are they? Rationalism I think they call it.I guess that is why I like the cold. I like tasting what is bitter. It is to make sure I am still awake.